Have anyone ever been convicted or confused about anything, it makes your head spin. Well mine does, and it's not fun. Right now i feel so irritated and determine right now. I'm suppose to start school this coming and moving out soon. I feel like my world has collided. and it's beginning to be pressure for me. I'm working hard to get everything back in order. right now i am feeling frustrated. and excited at the same time too. Because i get to go back to school soon. I do feel like i am getting what i want. and my needs too. I just can't do it all at once. I've tried but it is better if i do one thing at a time. but that will take me longer... I hate to wait. I'm suppose to help my bf out with money so he can get a new cell phone. But the one Javier wants cost $200. i do anything for him and love him so much. but that's not the issue i have right now. it's not really an issue, my issue is with citibank for school. all i need to do right now is try to relax and wait for the email i was suppose to have weeks ago. and i can get my bank card and that would be it.... i feel stress again....I hate what stress does to me....
